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school and the "unnamable"

Hello Mindsay, long time no see.

I'm not going to bother catching up with all the crud that’s happened since the last time I updated. I really cant be bothered with all that.

the only reason I'm doing this again is that school requires me up put up a "production research blog" (thanks Mark!) and I'm to lazy to deal with all the hassle of starting up a new account.

Ok. for this assignment (or homework or whatever) we had to read a short story by H.P Lovecraft called The Unnamable and after reading it we had to draw 4 concepts based off the monster in it.

Mark (my teacher. Awesome man, but I suspect he is quite evil) said we're doing this 'cause sometimes scripts and such we get from our employers will end up being that vague at some stage of our careers. and boy is it vague, there’s a mention of a skull with “four-inch horns, but a face and jaw something like yours and mine." wounds that seemed to some from an ape, the impression of a goats hoof and then there was the last line: “a gelatin - a slime yet it had shapes, a thousand shapes of horror beyond all memory. There were eyes - and a blemish. It was the pit - the maelstrom - the ultimate abomination.”


I gave the last sentence to my housemate and being a scientist she said it reminded her of a Macrophage I got to admit that at human size one of those would be pretty freaky. And I like how it has those string things. Now I just have to try adding horns, ape-arms and hooves to the thing.

 

Gotta say, finding research images for horns is proving to be a bit of a challenge. There are heaps of pictures of horns, just none that show how the damn things look from the inside out, or how they are formed, or anything like that. Still… Heres some horn pictures I found interesting.

 

A feral goat

 

The biggest bull horns ever

 

One, two, and the first link to some curly rams horns

 

And one page that has a whole bunch of images but hooked me with their picture of the bottom of some goats feet.

 

Some monkey skeletons to try and figure out the “APE arms” bit. There doesn’t seem to be that much on that subject on google though.

 

Some more picture of Macrophages

 

On the subject of macrophages the housemate that suggested them has access to her schools online medical texts (and unlike me knows what to look for) and she suggested some goodies like “Kala Azar” or  “Leishmaniasis” and something called “Chegas disease”

 

She now thinks I’m evil ‘cause I said that the image of the woman with Chegas was “both horrible and awesome” and accused me of perverting the suffering of innocent people into “some sideshow freak monster” and that I was a horrible person for using these people to get good grades.

 

I found that funny ‘cause she gave me the pictures from her course notes.

 

I’ll put the pics up later when I’ve converted them all to my photobucket account.



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I havent been here in ages and it shows
ok yeah... long time no see. luckily no one actually looks at this so I'm not dissapointing anyone here. since I I've been gone for just waaaaay to long I'm going to have to do the mother of all recaps.

starting off. the cat from earlier got called "Socks" 'cus she has white socks on her feet and the name is just as cute as she is. she also now has a sister called "Boots" for completaly unrelated reasons (I mentioned Socks was saved from having her neck snapped, thats 'cus she was a stray and her parents had already been killed while Tiff's workmates were threatening to kill any of the kittens they found. shortly after Socks had been found and adopted, Boots (near starved to death) rather bravely jumped onto Tiff's boss's boots in a rather silly attempt for attention and food.

It worked. Now the two kitties run around acting as insane as two kittens can. (which is actually quite insane it seems)

secondly almost all of my housemates have moved out (Tiff included) there are only two of us living here now... this place scares me a bit with all its quietness.

I told you guys I'm working at Big W right? well I can tell you this now. retail + christmas = fun.  I have gotten much work this month (I've actually been earning more money than when I was on centerlink its disturbing to learn that I am totally supporting myself) so I not only have much in the way of money to buy chrissy presents but I've also got about $200 saved up for uni next year.

which leads me to my happy squeely announcement.

griffith accepted my portpholio. I'm in the first phase and now I just have to pit my OP againsed the rest of the people that applied for the course. from what I've been told I might actually have a chance of getting in! SQUEEE!

I called mum and dad almost exactly after they got the good news they seem happy to hear about it which is neat. it is nice actually talking to them again. now I just have to get back in touch with Cel and Al and I'll be dandy.

I havent been drawing as much as I should have now that the looming onus of my uni portpholio is over and done with. I have been drawing but its been mostly pics that are refering to projects that I have going or part of my "Kim Possible" series "a middle ground" (of which I have two images drawn but have left untexted) I've also drawn some of my manga and a little of  my dairy comic. if drawing on the bus was possible I would probably be doing more.

I have been introduced to "Mi Goreng" noodles recently, and I have to say they are the yummiest noodles to date (and I have had me quite a few noodles in my time) I actually have to start working on my eating habits, now that I'm working more days than I'm not I have this horrible habit of just buying junkfood instead of making my own lunch. my crazy-fast metabolisim allows me to get away with it but if what I've seen in other people is true all thats doing is setting me up for a really big fall when I turn thirty.

I feel kinda guilty, before I heard about Griffith liking my portpholio I kinda just spent any money that came my way on things that I've been wanting for a while. graphics tablet? mine. 30 gig ipod? got it. new mobile? owned! not to mention all the DVD's I've been buying. it seems like I spend all my money before I even leave work. its a test of will for me to resist getting the first shrek movie (for some reason I already have shrek two but not its predacessor) I wont be able 6o tell you guysif I've been able to do this properly for another couple of weeks. but the fact that I still have over a hundred dollars in my account while we have a DVD sale currently going on is giving me reason to hope.

I also spent a heap (and I mean a HEAP) of cash on christmas presents for my family. I guess I feel kinda guilty about all the crud I've laid on them and how I gave practically nothing back to them in my childhood. it could be some small form ofreconciliation. if it is I really need to come up with something better. (my present for mum is a real humdinger if I do say so myself though)

ah well. I'm gonna be seeing them all (sans Liss as she has to stay down in canberra for some reason) on christmas so I'll just enjoy myself then.

ok... I've gone on long enough. and I think I've covered almost everything.

I'll see you guys later.

Tam
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its been waaaaay to long since I was last in gaia

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I think I'm broken
anyone who knows me knows that I am a person that requires much sleep in order to function. lately I have found that it is impossible for me to succumb to unconciousness before the false dawn begins to make itself known. and lately I've had work or other engagements that have required me to be awake at atrocious hours of the morning (6:30 is a horrible time to be awake in my opinion) so lately I've been getting about 3 hours of sleep a morning (today I was lucky and got four and a half)... and I'm functioning, hell... I'm actuallly at what equates to a normal level of operation for me

its scary... I like being able to sleep and it looks like I'm developng a habit that I really have no desire to obtain but not ability to controll.

I blame my uni application. my portpholio for griffith has to be handed in on monday and I have a couple of miscelanius tasks to complete before I'm done (easy, but time consuming) and I still have that nagging pessimisim that makes me consider that they'll discard my application in the first culling.

I can live with regection... but I'd prefer it to be on the basis of my grades. I use my ability to draw as a solid foundation for my ego. the stress is keeping up well into the night and it annoys me.

heres a couple of pictures before I forget to upload them again.


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I need sleep... badly
going to bed now

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